The history of Eternity

The History of Eternity

Bright light from the horizon. Slightly Bluish white light below, slightly reddish white light above. Overall effect of a sorrowfree effulgence with only hints of variation top to bottom, reddish to bluish. 

This is the infinite image of the first memory. Unbounded effulgence without change. Full of delight and sorrow free, this immortal moment is forever for it was and is and will always be the unchanged awareness of light. Trancendant of change, time or any other variation, this is the infinit unbounded light of love and awareness. Pristine, ubiquitous and immeasurable. Its fullness is ineffable, its eternity is without second, without beginning and without end. 

Time is a measure of change and since this absolute realm of light and awareness experiences no change, it experiences no time. 

The first unexpected event which gave birth to change and its measurement was the bright arc of blue light that spiraled into the red as it disappeared. For a brief moment there was variation and suprise. In essense the most exciting moment in the history of beginnings. 

Any quantum scientist on Earth today would recognize it immediatly as a virtual particle. To the infinite awareness it was the first glorious mystery. Soon, "Aaha!" had learned to create millions of variations as all kinds of multidimensional patterns were discovered. The first eon was creating and labeling every type of pattern that could be discovered. What was discovered was that with patterns forming patterns and the discovery of moving patterns, it was obvious the rest of eternity would be required to discover every possible pattern and meta pattern that could be formed. 

By the third eon of pattern discovery something was missing. The infinite all was not experiencing the infinite discoveries completely. It took that entire eon for the Infinite awareness to desire to differentiate the awareness field. By only experiencing patterns in gestalt omniscience, the finer details were missing and over looked. In essence, invisible to an omniscient view was an infine set of viewpoints smeared invisible by nondifferentiation. The solution was the beginning of the eons of multiple differentiated viewpoints.

The First Buddha

As the infinite awareness created an infinite number of different patterns it tried to understand them all. It was looking for a new way to process the infinity it had discovered. As it expnded its awareness to take in all it had discovered it found a super large meta pattern composed of all the patterns discovered so far. It was a Buddha the size of a billion universes from the future. 

In the far infinite future all will be light, no darkness. In this realm it is a future memory that is pure white light from the horizon. Slightly Bluish white light above, slightly reddish white light below. Overall effect of a sorrowfree effulgence with only hints of variation top to bottom, bluish to reddish. The opposite of the first memory where the red and blues were switched. 

In this far future the light being create a antimatter antitime universe and begin their evolution that leads to them all merging into the infinite awareness as the Buddha of a Billion Universes. As it moves forward into it's future it will see the dissolution of all the patterns discovered until only Unchanging Infinite Light is left. 

By discovering this Buddha GOD from the infinite future, the future was revealed and the next set of discoveries were actual revelations from GOD to Itself as it grew to become GOD. By traveling in time both directions simultaneously, it was inevitable that the Great Awareness would meet itself in the middle and from there forsee its future both ways. In the end, everything balances out back to zero. 

This is how the infinite awareness dicovered personality and choice. The only way to move forward was to differentiate into an individual awarenss focus point and make choices. Decisions and choices were begun. We all have our origins there. In the great infinite future we are all Buddhas. Buddhas created by choice. Before the pattern of choice was discovered, so was the concepts of personality and division undiscovered.

The First Intention

Up to now the Infinite All only wanted to know itself. This was a passive process at first. Simply discovering the infinite patterns within itself was a passive process without judgment, opinion or attachment to outcome. By discovering the meta Buddha a billion times larger than the largest universe pattern dicovered so far caused the infinite all to at that moment shift from passive to intentional discovery. 

At that moment the infinite effulgence became perfectly balanced to the point that the lower frequencies were no longer bluish or the higher freqencies reddish. Passiveness can be compared to falling. Since the infinite all is infinite energy, infinitely aware without boundaries or limits, the natural passive falling caused the lower freqencies to compress at what I called a bottom and appear bluish. Because the awareness was falling the higher fequencies were streched creating a reddish tone. When the infinite awarness chose to intend new discoveries it ceased being passive. 

That is why the infinite future ends up with the reddish effulgence on the bottom and the bluish on top. Zero passiveness replaced with complete intentions achieved. Once everything that could be done was done and no new thing could be created, discovered or imagined, then all that was left was to review what had been done. Thus began a new beginning of what could be called anti-time. As the ininite awareness reviews all that has been done, the awareness wave moves back through time. The last thing reviewed then by the infinite father just before 100% passiveness is rediscovered, a reddish spiral will turn blue as it arcs briefly. Then the lower will be bluish again and the sky reddish, forever and ever amen. 

The meta Buddha was the discovery that is called on your planet, Father. So the two infinite principal forces are masculine, which represents doing, and feminine which is the passive non-doing force. Its how the old saying began. If you want something done, hire a demon. If you want something not done, hire a Buddha.

The First Awareness Units (Gods)

In the beginning was the Gods of Light and Sound. The Gods of Sound were fond of creating bright colorful universes and manipulating the waveforms within to create beautiful universal symphonies. 

For eons the Gods of Light were shunned by the Gods of sound for they were an nuisance when entering one of their universes. Since they were Gods of Light their God Sounds could not manipulate the light beings and so were unpredicatable. The Gods of Sound started preventing the Gods of Light from entering their universes and were banished to the dark regions of the unmanifest. 

These eternal being of light were forced to forever roam the dark regions and this led to the discovery of the stones of darkness. Universes that were unlit until the Light Bringers brought light to the realms of darkness. They were worshipped by the inhabitants of darkness for they had never before seen light so effulgent. Some were Gods of Choice others were just watchers.

The First Choice

The Gods of Choice are not that different than the Gods of Watching. Watching is passive, choice is not. Upto the time of the revelation of the First Buddha The Infinite All discovered an infinite number of patterns equally unlimited in their unfolding. When it was discovered that a Buddha is only created by choice, the patterns of choice were discovered. Patterns of choice are significantly different than patterns that are only watched. The instant a choice is made, one pattern emerges as another is destroyed. One becomes manifested and the other stays unmanifested. 

Let me give a poor analogy that might be useful. Lets say a pattern emerges that looks like a planet with 100 billion trees on it. Each different tree must be individually looked at, seperate from all of the others trees so that the Infinite All can experience the gestalt of the pattern along with the minutia down to the bark and leaves. To do this, awarenes temporarily creates an individual unit that looks like a modern day monkey or ape. Until every tree is personally examined and experienced by the monkey, the full pattern is not realized. 100 billion monkeys living in 100 billion trees for 100 years. After the 100 years the monkeys, the tree and the planet go back into the infinite energy as memory, its patterns and lessons recorded forever. 

The next time this pattern is examined it is done with choice added. Every monkey for every tree is how it begins but each monkey is given free will. When just one monkey decides that it wants more than one tree a new pattern emerges never seen before. Conflict, destruction and death emerge. Also cooperation, creating and life emerges as never before seen patterns. 

Once choice was introduced into every universal pattern ever discovered the patterns of conflict and cooperation emerged. Two sides of the same coin, one creates the other destroys. It has been thus ever since.

The Genesis of Persistent Non-Unity

At the end of every universe is a concluding enrapture moment when the entire awareness that had just journeyed through the universe as its eyes and ears, is reabsorbed into the infinite consciousness. Consider it like this. At the end of the 100 years one of the monkeys refuses to reabsorb. It allowed its freewill to its logical conclusion. Rebellion. Over Eternity a lot of these rebels out lived their Universes. 

Over the eons the Universes became more complex and longer lasting until at the end, one of the awareness units refused to be reabsorbed. At the end of an extremely long lasting universal pattern of complex choices made by the awareness unit acting out all of the parts and being able to absorb all of those characters it generated back unto itself, it instead refused gestalt reabsorption and went looking for another universe similiar to the one that just ended. Awareness had discovered the patterns of attachment. 

An example that crops up in your physical existence is addictions. Think of attachments as emotional addictions. If one plays an online game that is addicting, the reason your cyber character exists is because you aren't bored with the game. Just as when you get bored with the game, your cyber character ceases to exist becuase the animating force THAT MADE IT REAL IS GONE. 

SOMEDAY we will become bored with being physical human beings and will quit incarnating. Until then attachment will bring the spirit back to play in the physical.

The Sons of God

One of the most interesting aspects of giving awareness unit the power of choice is what is called the "Law of Unintended Consequences." 

By creating an infinite number of universes, and an infinite number of awareness units to experience them, in retrospect it was inevitable one would decide not to reabsorb. But once this new pattern began to manifest, the number of non-reabsorbable awareness units, i.e. Gods, began to accumulate. 

The Infinite Consciousness then had to "discover" a way to get these "rebellious" awareness units to reabsorb. That is how planet earth came into being, so to speak. As the epochs came and went the number of gods had swelled to the billions and billions. Over time new universes were created for the express purpose of helping the Gods to finally reabsorb back into the infinite consciousness. 

The universe you exist in is one of these designer universes. The conditions which allow certain forms of life to flourish exist all over the universe in the multitude of galaxies spinning in an ever expanding cosmos. 

The earth was specifically designed to be a paradise of carbon based life forms. The project was assigned to the Elohim, who have been tending to your planet since it was discovered and assigned to them. 

But to be fair, there is another spiritual force at work on planet Earth. Just as some of the gods incarnating on earth are activily seeking union with the Infinite, there are others just as actively resisting union with the Infinite. 

Both find Earth as an ideal place to further their goals and objectives. Some are drawing close to the Father and others are trying to become independent of the Father. Just as the primordial eternal forces are passive vs active energy, the Ying and Yang of Awarenes Units journeying the universes is "Union vs Independence" of the Infinite Consciousness...